me, myself and her

preparing myself mentally for enlistment

she is helping me

distancing herself from me

i should get used to it

sooner or later i would be defending my country

physically i had lazily join my supportive mum and sister to jogging sessions occasional weekend

meanwhile working life is enriching, took time off my schedule

i would be the best when i work, at a place i like

location, environment and benefits play a huge part

pay is around the same range as most other vocations